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2009-11-01 11:30 am

“misconception.”

Contrary to popular belief,
I don’t do the things I do to
gain everybody’s attention.
It’s just that I don’t want to
be too obvious in trying to
get you to notice me until
I’m sure that you actually
have noticed me.
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2009-10-27 08:03 pm

Eleven Hours

Reita only wanted to have airplane sex, and (accidentally) embarrasses Kai in front of many people. But Kai would have his revenge. He always does.
For [livejournal.com profile] yhue.


Expand“Kai-chan, let’s have airplane bathroom sex.” )
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2009-10-06 04:52 am

“The answer you could have.”


He would never register to these strangers’ minds and they really won’t occupy a part of Aoi’s own, and in this impersonality was a sort of closeness he couldn’t exactly explain.


Expand“Coffee.” )


The reason why I wrote this one is to first and foremost, dedicate this piece to three people out there. They know why, ahah. Anyway, the other reason is that I wanted to challenge myself. Earlier today I went out with my friends [livejournal.com profile] granitemouth and [livejournal.com profile] asahisuperdry and told them about which of the boys was easiest and hardest to write for me. My answers are Uruha and Aoi respectively, but the reason for that is a story for another day. Going back; when I got home I decided I wanted to write about them but in a different way than usual. The way I usually write Aoi is him being all open and Uruha the opposite, which is how I normally see them. But in this piece I banked on the aloofness that Aoi must feel -- that is, being left out -- as based on his various interviews, and Uruha's dorkiness.
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2009-10-02 11:38 pm

“Home.”

Perhaps there's more to freedom than just being free.
For [livejournal.com profile] granitemouth.


ExpandEven as a grown man, Nao carried that air of freedom in him. )
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2009-10-02 03:42 pm

“Superficial mysteries.”

When you finally understand what it meant, the truth will leave your lips. Not as words. But a sound at the back of your throat.
For [livejournal.com profile] paranoiascreams.


ExpandJust what is it with this guy? )
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2009-10-01 01:53 pm

“Because the world will spin ‘round again.”


No other way now but back.
For #123 of [livejournal.com profile] 15_minute_fic


Uruha didn’t want to be dependent but things happen and people change, others come into our lives and push us to directions we’d never think of leading ourselves to. Aoi was one such person and his impact in Uruha’s life is so vast that Uruha’s world had turned upside down.

The nights and days passed filled with memories that will forever be etched in Uruha’s mind; discovering new paths and things, viewing the world in a slightly different light. And with each second that passed, his hold onto Aoi tightened until it was only Aoi who pulled them not forward, but to whichever way the wind took them.

Everything looked so fine and easy and dandy too because no matter how Uruha would refuse to admit it, humans always go for the easiest way to get by and he was no exception.

But things happen and people change, thoughts invade minds and push us into an altogether different direction we ourselves would never go to. Sometimes we’re forced to let go of things we don’t want to, forget cherished memories we don’t want to forget, leave people behind earlier than expected. And all of a sudden Uruha just found himself in the middle of the road without anybody to hold onto anymore, barely standing in his own two feet, but he needed to move on.

Because the world had to spin around again even if Aoi won’t always be at its center.
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2009-10-01 01:39 pm

“Error in the system.”

Of course diligence was a good thing – extreme diligence in Kai’s case – but that only down side with that is you’d probably not notice the nice things happening on the sidelines. And Kai rarely noticed things happening on the sidelines.


Expand“Since you’ve already waited this long, I suppose I should accompany home.” )
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2009-09-02 12:08 pm

Fanart bases/icons! :3

Anime: Neon Genesis Evangelion (68)
→ Shikinami/Soryu Asuka Langley [68]

J-rock: DELUHI (18)
→ Aggy [9]
→ Juri [3]
→ Leda [3]
→ Sujk [3]


J-rock: the GazettE (94)
→ Aoi [17]
→ Reita [13]
→ Ruki [34]
→ Uruha [11]
→ Aoi・Kai [1]
→ Aoi・Ruki [1]
→ Aoi・Reita [2]
→ Aoi・Uruha [3]
→ Kai・Reita [1]
→ Kai・Uruha [1]
→ Ruki・Reita [7]
→ Ruki・Uruha [1]
→ Group [2]


1 2 3 4 5

ExpandTotal of [180] icons/bases )
➠ Icons with (*) beside the numbers under them are not bases.
➠ Editing only consisted of sharpening, ahah~ :3
➠ Icon table generated here.

✔ Commenting is nice, but not necessary. :3
✔ If I used any of your work, just say so and I'll give proper credit/take it down.
✔ Credit [livejournal.com profile] genkyoku for the icons and Pixiv for the images.
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2009-08-25 03:19 pm

(no subject)

we find ourselves doing stupid things everyday but i don't mind, certainly you don't either because that's just the way we do things around here (and it's not as if we're hurting anybody, but if we were then they better fuck off our own happy world)

of course to us they're more than just stupid things but right now labels just aren't all that important

i see you holding a small green metallic box and a couple of other things:

a rubber duck
a toy camera
a few toy blocks you stole from your nephew
the black cat head plushie thingy that i gave you out of impulse
a couple of alphabet stickers

and a few more things i don't bother to name anymore, because i'm more engrossed in the way you smile as you hold those things (near to your heart)

"let's make a time capsule"
you tell me and i laugh, and even more when you start pursing your lips in the same way that little yellow rubber ducky is smiling

"we'll bury it then dig it up when we're really really old"
"well how are we going to remember to dig it up if we're really really old?"

you smack me in the chest and i take the box full of our 'treasures' before you haul them at me

"we'll just do, so shut up"
and i do, for a while playing with the alphabet stickers and putting random letters on the roof of the box as you go back to the other room, probably to look for more things to put there

come to think of it, all of these things really are treasures — my silly gifts on your birthday (the rubber duck), your silly gifts on our anniversary (the toy camera), and milestones in our relationship (you stole the blocks when we went to your sister's place because i made a comment about how it'd be cute if we had kids)

and i could only smile

because really, my most prized treasure could never fit in this small box

(but maybe these will do just as good)

you
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2009-08-11 08:53 am

[Discontinued] The Smile That You Wore - Ch. 1

It was an unrequited love; everybody knew that, but never made mentioned of it even once. Ever since that fateful day six years ago, Aoi knew Uruha was different from anybody he’d laid his eyes upon.


Expand“It’s all your fault.” )
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2009-08-11 08:51 am

Prepare to Fly

If they hadn't been human, they would've been butterflies.
Prompt: Andrometamorphosis - Plastic Tree




Silently they watched each other as they grew. Neither one was aware of the other’s quiet observations, but both had arrived to the similar conclusion.

A beautiful creature has been born, rescued from the spite, hatred, and sorrow it had been accustomed to; everything due to a forbidden love that nobody would have expected.

But the latter part they didn’t know.
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2009-08-11 08:49 am

An Eternal Sleep

In this world, there's no need for dreams.
Prompt: DREAM ARCH - 12012




He never liked dreams. But if this was one, then he didn’t want to wake up from it.

Finding a hand secured upon his waist, Uruha smiled. The loose embrace was enough for him to know that he was wanted, that he was loved.

Finding that sweet smile hovering over him, Aoi sighed. It was enough for him to know that someone was willing to stay forever.
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2009-08-11 08:47 am

Reality Check

It's hard waking up to reality.
Prompt: Reila - the GazettE




The night echoed with silence, the dark room lit with the weak rays of the moon. An eye cracked open against the menacing darkness, taking in nothing but emptiness, and an ear fell deaf over the sound of nothingness.

A hand yearned for a warmth that wasn’t there anymore.

The young man shifted in the sheets, his head secured on his palms. Curiously he peered to the side, expecting somebody to be there, fearing someone not to be there.

But reality had always been cruel.

Even if the beautiful name fell on his lips, he would not be heard, and like the flower he has been likened to, his presence is ephemeral.

It always has been.